|TIME 2 WAKE UP: LOA Story #2: MY DREAM HORSES and Red Cloud|
6 comments3 Oct 2006 @ 15:17 by vector8 : Dream animals
What a delightful story. I'm so glad your dream came true, Brenda. Wonderful! How long were you together with Red Cloud?
I have a dream animal I still dream of. By dream, I mean "imaginary" friend though he's very real to me. He's a lion with bright red mane and he's called Roarger. :-) A few months back I was sitting in a bookshop day dreaming about Roarger. Suddenly, a friend I haven't seen for ages turned up. He had grown his hair and he looked like the human form of Roarger. At some point during the evening he even roared which had me in stitches. He's an actor you see and he has this thing about releasing tension by either roaring or yelping. :-)
Roarger says hi by the way.
Lots of love,
4 Oct 2006 @ 04:04 by freo7 : Hey, vector8 : Hi Roarger!! trippy!!
But when you live your dreams they seem to manifest here and now in whatever this dimension is...LOL put another way, everything I enjoy visualizing fondly seems to happen. Now I know about the law of attraction which explains alot. Red cloud the horse was with me for 2 & 1/2 years. We had a wonderful ride!! The winter of his 2 yearold year some ratty neighbor boys shot him in the hind leg because he would not let them come into 'his' ten acre pasture. The joint fluid drained out of his right hind hock joint during the night and froze in a trickle down his leg by morning. He could never walk again and this story became my first massive heart break and tragedy. I did not dream this part nor would I ever. I mourn him still. I would rather recount all our real life adventures than sit here and cry from the depths of my soul. And "they say, nothing we love is lost." and for everything a season... I have had every horse in my Dream Horses books thoughout this life time. Each of them have come to me as have all my cats & dogs. The main thing that has remained consistent is the lay of the land and the life-style of the dream horse books so I guess....I can't complain. Mainly what I like is loving. It makes my life so very rich.
4 Oct 2006 @ 11:10 by vector8 : Nothing we love is lost
When I was a child I had a black kitten and she died a few weeks later. I was devastated at the time. I've loved many cats since then but have never "had" my own cat, they've always been friends', flatmates' and neighbours' cats. That has suited me fine because of my itinerant lifestyle. My darling cat friend is always with me. I've felt her presence many times. When I'm in an altered state I see her. Once when I was half awake I saw her walking through the wall which was quite trippy. :-)
Red Cloud is with you always.
Here is a story I wrote for children about my love for animals. http://vector8.blogspot.com/2004/05/god-doesnt-play-favourites.html
Lots of love,
ps: Roarger is roaring with love at you.
6 Oct 2006 @ 03:47 by chasm @22.214.171.124 : being
these posts grabbed my attention cos they are named under red cloud, which is the name of the band that my first love sings and plays with. my first love and his fiancee, that is. he is to marry soon, if not already. and today happens to be the day that he asked me to be his sweetheart -- half a lifetyme ago. i was thirteen then, and i am twenty-six now. and to be quite straightforward, i am still mourning this heartbreak. like "vector's" cats, i've had other loves, but they've never been "my" loves. i learn and i cherish and i am in the moment... but the piece of the whole is missing. and it's very far away and i feel it is slipping away. i tried to write a song about it tonight, but i am not the musician -- he is. i love horses so much, too... they represent freedom to me, and i love how they maintain their boundaries and you have to be true before they let you in. i am feeling bittersweet today, and i have no horses, and i have many loves, and i am sitting here alone and wondering where is he and how is he. and if i could have a wish, which i would not wish for unless it was harmonious with divine will, i would wish for my true love to be with me again and to grow old with me and share the love that i feel so intensely that i cannot give to anyone else. and here i am. myself. truly.
7 Oct 2006 @ 21:35 by freo7 : Hey Chasm I hear you!!
Here's what cha do... LET HIM GO with 100% blessings and good wishes now. Leave it up to the GODONE within us all - with no expectations... And see what transpires. Many times in periods of perceived LOSS we tend to dwell on the feelings and vibrations of unrequited love = our fantasy of what "it would have been" - BUT - the latter will NEVER GET HIM BACK. Trust me this works. RED CLOUD was my first Spirit guide of the Native American Per sway sion...((no I can't spell and type to fast to stop anyway...)) Red Cloud the spirit guide was with me from my age 7 ((of course I discovered him on my gramp's dude ranch because the ranch contained RED CLOUD's LOOKOUT, a high sand plateau where you can see 4 states just doing a 360...and...Gramps told me if I could be QUIET for 3 days and nights during our horse back ride up to the lookout, "I WOULD MEET MY SPIRIT GUIDE"... I was quiet. is at any wonder? LOL or do I just have a vast and creative imagination. Truly, in my world, we make our own experience props and all, of reality. *If you want to dialog about anything email me here:
mailto:email@example.com I am currently with my first love and we have been married now for 25 years, did he come back around? YOU BET YOUR BOOTS HE DID! He is not a musician, he is a rancher and so am I!!
9 Oct 2006 @ 12:50 by vector8 : Timing
I believe relationships have a lot to do with timing.
Years ago I met someone who was truly special. It took us a while to get together. He was instrumental in helping me come face to face with my real self. After that, I vowed that I was going to be my real self no matter what. Sadly, the relationship didn't work out. On the other hand, it worked out as it served its purpose. It was hard to let him go but I knew it was for the best. I wrote about him in this piece: http://livingaslovelight.blogspot.com/2006/09/point-of-no-return.html
I met another guy last year at a poetry evening. His poetry spoke to me and I went to speak to him after his performance. We went for a coffee, had a long chat but we didn't exchange numbers. I simply gave him my email address and left it at that. I didn't see him again until 9 months later when I saw him at a bookshop. After that we kept bumping into each other every month or so. (He's the one who popped up after I had been day-dreaming about Roarger). Recently we explored the possibility of a relationship but that didn't work out. It felt like we were trying to have a relationship while we were both living in different dimensions. Though he's interested in being his real self, he's not living it. Put another way, though we are one in Spirit, we are not one in intent. As much as I love him, I have had to "let him go with 100% blessings and good wishes," as Freo puts it and trust in Love.
I'm so happy for you, Freo, that you are with your first love. Truly inspiring.
Love to you both,
Other entries in Stories
Monday, June 11th 2007: What you can do 4 a dieing Boy can be done for This Earth!! Part 4
Saturday, September 30th 2006: THE BIG DO-NUT
Tuesday, February 7th 2006: They tell me in LOA circles this is a HOT MESSAGE FROM GOD