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 say goodbye4 comments
picture13 Dec 2002 @ 10:52
A friend recently informed me that as of some time next year, 90 some percent of the entire old growth forests will be enilated. It has always been known that they are rapidly dissapearing from the soil, but a statement as definite and in your face as what I was told, surely opens discussion in your mind as to what will be of a result to this.  More >

 The game8 comments
picture29 Nov 2002 @ 18:12
In such a turbulant noisy and high stressed place such as the streets that we rest on, it is so easy to become the victim of every little jitter and flutter and every word uttered, our senses grow so weary to every little event within event within event and our mind begins to take note of every little change. We, being the beings behind the scenes, thus become the victim to every thing that is floating by in our imagination, but we somewhere have lost the ability to veiw the reality as an illusion like a movie, when you watch a movie, you can pretend that the people are as present as you are your self, but you know they are composed by millions of individual frames that animate them and bring them to life, well this is almost no different than anything happening outside yourself, everyone and everything, as real as they are, are an illusion, and are composed of nothing greater than the atmosphere. If you can understand this, then you can understand the importance of training your mind properly so as not to be decieved by that it percieves, all the noise in the world is nothing more than millions of children playing and fumbling with their building blocks, and all of the words floating in your ears, are nothing more than secret messages you send to yourself to decode. We are eternaly engaged in an internal game with ourselves, and wisdom and wits are the tools we use to win, but the truth is, we will never lose.  More >

 lose sight in mind... invite the unkind- lose mind5 comments
category picture28 Nov 2002 @ 15:05
Never lose sight of the changing current of events, for how easy it is to get swept away and sucked under the curtain of yesterdays happenings, how powerfull the illusive force can be, untextured, unformed, yet all together the feircest storm, one that awaits for you to lose your focus, and it strikes in a blur, and attacks with no mercy, it enters your sacred chambers, and is disguised in whatever form is most inviting to you, and with just that, you invite the unsteady, unforgiving, undetermined force into your secret home away from the the visible world. Never lose sight or you will lose mind.  More >

 questioning existance3 comments
picture15 Oct 2002 @ 11:19
Sometimes I feel like running away and abandoning all the binds that I constantly tangle myself with in this material world. But to do this I need to find the place that is beyond material, that is with out substance and form. And after many years searching, I have come to terms that this place exists somewhere else beyond the earths pretty face. It can become overwhelmingly difficult when you are on a quest to find the greater than what you know, like trying to be invisible in a visable world. After all my struggling, and don't think twice, my struggles are ever present, I begun to use my struggles as alies on my quest for the perfect in perfection For so long I have denied everything I know to be true because somewhere I heard that there was more, a better than what I am kind of more. So I took this too literaly and lost myself believing it. But know as time rolls on, I realize that the more is not something entirely different than what I am and what I understand up to this moment, it is simply the evolvement of my individual aspects. Its like a scientist who spends his whole life in a labratory and in text creating theories in his mind of what it is all about, but all the while never actually going out to collect data from his obsevances of the true existance of things, all of his reaserch consists of others interpretations of their own experience. But when this scientist finally makes his pilgramige to experience first hand the topics he has studied his whole life, there is no way that all he has learned so far is false or mislead, and that he has to start over and destroy all he knows thus far, his mind is simply developing and learning to view an object from all spectrums of its entirety. So what I have had to come to terms with is the fact that I am evolving and constantly growing, and to run away from what I understand is like the apple that denies the tree its attached to, it just makes the growth process a continuous struggle. I stand where I am and how I am for a reason that is not comprimisable, imagine a flower that wishes not to grow towards the sky or never wants to open to reveal its beautifull colors. You can't. So instead of trying to close yourself out from the world in hopes to find a more spiritual existance, open your eyes wide and learn from all that is around you, we wouldn't have eyes if if we weren't meant to use the world to develope our mind. And, oh yeah, have some fun, it simply IS a fun quest we are on, there is no way to mature with out your sense of humor, so be what you dream and and dream of what you want to be.  More >

 Deep sea of blue4 comments
picture12 Oct 2002 @ 22:14
There is so much to wonder when one gazes upon the sea. Like for instance, how many others have looked to the deep blue and sought their dreams in her majestical sparkling face, and from the depths of her heart she floods the mind with inspiration of unmeasurable possibilities, possibilities that have been brewing and recreating throughout all the time she has made her love with the oceans floor. Dreams of universes away, stir in our mothers heart and she neatly wraps them in a basket made of seashells and invites our hearts to search her with our love and ask for the presents in which she holds for us. And how cleverly she disguises herself when she comes and approaches to reveal her wonderfull gifts, She is the little child that wanders upon the dirt before your eyes and begins to ask you questions, you see, she is helping to releave you for a single moment of all the jumble of thought that roll consistantly in your head, and suddenly you realise this little child is a gardener in your mind, planting seeds of purity and pulling out the dead plants that you have been trying to bring back to life for time that we need not record. This innocent little child carries within its little being all of the majesty of this entire universe, just like you and I, but fortunetly and un fortunetly, we slowly began to not remember this fact as we grow in this contaminated soil, but you see, what a task that rests before us, we are in the midst and are priveledged to have the opportunity to fight the scum of our universe and bring our sick mother back to her old joyful healthy self and witness with our own beings, old universal costums re-instated and alive and in the presence of all and completely known and understood by all. This is our quest and we are accomplishing it at this very moment, and how amazing it is that we are the witnesses of the last billions upon billions of years that have evolved for our plain and pure amuzement.  More >

I guess this is where I report my findings, my comming to understandings, my resoluting, and my evaluating. So here we go.


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